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my birthday was anticlimatic.
obviously the GF wasnt coming to see me, which want perfectly okay cause she was busy. cant help that
i did go to the beach though. first time i had ever swam with waves.
well maybe i did when i was like ten or something?
but that was 11 years ago.
i loved it. and im heading down to the beach this afternoon with a new friend.
which brings me to my next bit.
after waking up having nightmares about jrae breaking up with me, one hting led to another and that day (monday) she did.
im not going to waste time with details, cause fuck it was so short lived.
im bitter about it now, for reasons i dont think i should bother attempting to explain to anyone unless the genuinely care.
and im not holding my breath waiting for that.
but for the record, it mainly so pissed about the principle.
after this phase is over, i will still htink the world of you.
but alas im not good enough.
but fuck it.
staying positive and trying to stop this form getting messy.
at the end of the day its all my fault. i told you too much, and shared with you way to much.

ok really. moving on
ahahahaha
sorry. i have so much i want to say, good and bad.

im sitting here waiting for my board hsorts to wash and dry.
then im gonig out, like i siad, to the beach.
the last six days have been nerve-wreckingly depressing, but im over it.
be postive and stay true to yourself.
on that note, im out of here.

stay true.