its been a while

Sorry that it has been so long since my last post.
My housemate has gone all weird with the internet, so i dont go on often, and when i do its not long enough to sit down and post a blog etc.
so anyways, a lot has happnened, both good and bad, like usual.
i have managed to meet a few new people and forge a good friendship with someone who means allot to me, jsut not in the way it used to be. and im okay with that.
in fact the lessons of late have changed me, like they are meant to.
i dont feel the need to be in a relationship anymore.
i do still crave to comfort and companionship, and i still refuse to engage in promiscious activities, but i will not rush into something thinking it will make me happy to have it straight away.

I have recently signed up to the gym. i want to focus on my chest area for my intented upcoming chestpeice tattoo, tohugh i really enjoy the working out, and can see myself becoming a bit of a junkie lol
also i am starting Wing chun next week, again.
im mega excited about that.
i am eating a lot. hwich is good. i have become way way to skinny. zorica was worried about me. i weigh 64kgs...and im 5'11"
i should be at least 80.

i had an interview for a job last week, but they havent called me back, so im kind of devo about it, considering how confident i was about it.
but i guess it got me motivated, so the search continues.

anyways i guess life is pretty decent.
yes i feel a little hollow, but thats not that important. all will work out in time.
i like focusing on my health and friendships for now.
and heaps of cool music htis summer.
mega excited.

thank you for reading,
Stay true